Hey you,
I like you.
There, I said it.
Too bad it's not in person, and too bad I probably won't ever say this in person.
We have two classes together this year, and I must admit, I look forward to both of them eversomuch, not because I love the subjects, but because you make them fun. We have side conversations, and crack jokes. Make plans, talk about clubs, classes, weekends, and life.
It's so easy to be around you. And it feels so natural. When we're walking from one class to the next, I smile whenever you get excited over something, like what you did at work the other day, or the exciting plans you have for the weekend.
I also must admit, my heart sped up when you grabbed my shoulders with enthusiasm, and when you lightly touched my arm to get me to slow down from leaving class. I like the way you always want me to help you with homework, when there are at least four other people at the table who are easily as capable. But you know I'll come.
I'm sorry this is disjoint, and I really hope you don't see this. But I just thought I should put it out there. And since I'm definitely not going to say this to you in real life, at least I can know that it's not just inside me. I wish you could just intuitively know this, and let me know how you feel too. Maybe not outright, but in some way. Something that will show me that I'm not falling for someone who has other girls always on his mind, like I did last year. Something that will show me (or not show me) if you feel the same way.
It's okay if you don't. I've dealt with that before. But the curiosity really is killing me.
C
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